Excuse me but can I be you for a while?
Friday, December 15, 2000 08:48 p.m.

Very un-in-sp-ired today.. Also very drunk. Sorry! :o)
Friday, December 15, 2000 08:47 p.m.

All my Christmas fantasies shattered!
I am deeply disturbed!!
Friday, December 15, 2000 08:44 p.m.

What on earth is going on in my heart
Has it turned as cold as stone
Seems these days i don't feel anything
Unless it cuts me right down to the bone
-- My Oh My - David Gray
Wednesday, December 13, 2000 07:32 p.m.

Please remind me that I am NOT MEANT TO HAVE FEELINGS! And that I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE MALE POPULATION EVER EVER AGAIN?! Okay?!
Wednesday, December 13, 2000 07:29 p.m.

In a fit of bizarre inspiration, I have just uploaded two brand new journal entries and a collab entry! Wow! Aren't you the lucky ones?!
Ici et ici et ici!
Aren't I good?!! :o)
Tuesday, December 12, 2000 07:52 p.m.

Thank you Beth for my lovely fantastic brilliant Winnie the Pooh Christmas card!! You are a star!! :o)
Tuesday, December 12, 2000 07:51 p.m.

Thank you Hannah! You are very sweet! I miss talking to you too! :o)
Tuesday, December 12, 2000 07:50 p.m.

Beth is singing Grinch songs at me. I'm scared!!
Monday, December 11, 2000 06:21 p.m.

Have you ever had a time in your life where you have absolutely nothing to say at all? I am completely completely at a loss for things to say which will sound as if I even vaguely have a clue what's going on.
I could tell you about all the exciting things I've typed today and all the zillions of stupid claims for compensation that people make and what the weather is like today.
I could tell you how disgusted I am becoming by the state of the planet and lecture you for about three years on how we could be saving it.
I could tell you how Joe is coming to see me on Sunday, driving all the way up here in his new red car, and how I really wish I wasn't so scared about it.
I could tell you all about that. But I do suspect you would be rather bored.
Therefore, I am silent. And I think you much prefer me this way, really! :o)
Monday, December 11, 2000 06:03 p.m.

My Mum bought me an advent calendar! Yay! She is such a good Mum!!
It's a Rugrats one and I got to eat all the chocolates up to the 9th because those days have passed! Yay! Nine whole chocolates at once! And it has chocolates for Xmas Day and all the way up to New Year's Day too! Yay! More chocolates!
Is it so wrong to be excited about this?!
Saturday, December 9, 2000 10:34 a.m.

Urgh.. exhausted.. can't think in straight lines.. Working is horrid horrid horrid. Not the actual having job thing - more the long hours and the stupid lighting and the bad Leeds air and the travelling and blah blah blah.. whinge whinge whinge..!!
Friday, December 8, 2000 07:21 p.m.

A new entry of sorts.
Wednesday, December 6, 2000 09:09 p.m.

I hate having a job.. It just makes me despise the entire planet for being so shallow and money-driven and also better than me. God dammit.
See?! I warned you all that employment and I just don't agree, didn't I?!
Wednesday, December 6, 2000 06:53 p.m.

Braindead mistakes Rowan made in her audiotyping today:
* Typing 'the woman received a bloated head' as opposed to 'the woman received a blow to the head'
* Typing 'he did ten shits a week' instead of 'he did ten shifts a week.'
Luckily I was the only one there to witness these mistakes, or else I'm sure that I wouldn't be allowed back there tomorrow!
Wednesday, December 6, 2000 06:47 p.m.

I've realised why I have been avoiding doing any work for weeks on end.. I am absolutely exhausted and my brain and eyes won't focus and working just takes up sooo much of your day and I hate the trains and I hate the cost of the trains and oh just everything!
On the plus side, I am getting £7 an hour! Yay! And I sat there every hour today going "oh, now I've got £7.. now I've got £14.. now I've got £21.." etc.
I am very easily amused. Also very broke. Ah well.
Wednesday, December 6, 2000 06:43 p.m.

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Song in My Head
David Gray - This Year's Love

Last Thing I Ate
Microooo.. Pizzaaaa...!!

Currently Reading
Wasted - Marya Hornbacher

And I'm feeling rather

today, I'll have you know!