Give me life
Give me pain
Give me myself again
-- Tori Amos, Little Earthquakes
Thursday, January 11, 2001 07:52 p.m.
When did the world get so full of people? I swear to God, there are people everywhere at the moment, crushing into the trains in the morning, tripping me up in the street, driving in their noisy cars.. But not just a few people, like there used to be. There are hundreds and thousands and millions of the blighters absolutely everywhere. I am not happy. I don't like big crowds of people. I like to be able to put up a protective wall around me of at least three metres, and I don't like people invading it uninvited!!
Moan moan moan..! I am a grouch today. I'm sorry!
Thursday, January 11, 2001 06:13 p.m.
Urgh.. I have been back to work again. I managed to piss off all the other secretaries because I'm a zillion times better at my work than they are without even trying, and all the loss adjuster people keep telling me how glad they are that I'm back. I must keep remembering that anything which boosts my confidence is good and I shouldn't feel guilty that I'm better at something than other people!
(P.S. Hi Mark! Twice in one week! You must be bored!)
(P.P.S. The above bit in brackets is sarcasm! Of course!)
Wednesday, January 10, 2001 06:20 p.m.
There will be a full lunar eclipse in ten minutes. I like things like this. It's like the universe's way of letting us know that, whatever we do, it is still in control of us, and we will never be fully in control of it.
Tuesday, January 9, 2001 07:35 p.m.
Resident Evil 2 gives me nightmares.
Monday, January 8, 2001 01:40 p.m.
I have another contract (two weeks) of work at the lovely charted loss adjusters who gave me my last job! Yay! More brainless audio typing and bizarre compensation claims! Am I weird to be so happy about this?! (And hopefully, after I've finished these two weeks, they'll keep me on permanently. Hopefully!)
Monday, January 8, 2001 01:38 p.m.
I changed the journal layout again. I am very restless. Also, we just adjusted the brightness on the computer screen & I realised that, when it was actually the right tone, my site didn't look at all as good as I thought it did when I was viewing everything through dimness. Ah well!
Monday, January 8, 2001 01:35 p.m.
And yes, we must definitely make plans. Plans and plans and plans, to banish all arseholes to hell! Ha ha haaaa...! We will conquer all, oh yes!
Sunday, January 7, 2001 08:35 p.m.
Hee hee hee! I am still smiling! Thank you Beth, you are a star! :o)
Sunday, January 7, 2001 08:31 p.m.
I think I need to stop hurting and holding grudges, about things that have happened months, or even years, ago. Aargh. Don't ever cross me, you know?! Don't ever hurt me! I will never forget! I am like an elephant!
Sunday, January 7, 2001 12:19 p.m.
..and you can really go to hell if you think you're getting your wonderful thermal t-shirt back!
Sunday, January 7, 2001 11:32 a.m.
Hey Mark! I see you've been visiting my sites! Don't the words 'fuck off you arsehole' mean anything to you?!! (No.. really, darling, I hope you are well. Really I do. I hope you're ecstatically happy.. Really!)
Sunday, January 7, 2001 11:27 a.m.
New new new journal entry!
Saturday, January 6, 2001 06:52 p.m.
Okay, I admit! I did really put a guestbook on this page so that Beth and Hannah would talk to me more!! hee hee!
Saturday, January 6, 2001 02:13 p.m.
As well as this lovely new layout here, I also have a lovely lovely new layout at my journal! I'm feeling so productive at the moment :o)
Saturday, January 6, 2001 02:12 p.m.
My purple gorilla keeps crashing my computer. I am not happy.
Saturday, January 6, 2001 11:36 a.m.
I spoke to Joe yesterday. He said "I can't believe you slept with someone just a few days after you met him, when I've been trying to get you into bed since September!" Hee hee hee! I like Joe!
Saturday, January 6, 2001 11:34 a.m.
Aaargh!! The one year we were actually definitely gonna go there too, sob..
Saturday, January 6, 2001 11:33 a.m.
Also, I'm dying. Well, I have a cold. I beg for your sympathy, because I don't get any in this house. My Mum just says 'you're not ill! Have a lemsip!' and then refuses to acknowledge my moaning! Huh! And I don't even like lemsip, god dammit!
Friday, January 5, 2001 12:54 p.m.
Have you noticed how I say 'yay!' a lot. I cheer at anything. I am very strange.
Friday, January 5, 2001 12:53 p.m.
Look at my lovely and quite silvery layout! Yay! Isn't it fab?! I don't know why I felt inspired to use that photo of a pan, but, well, I just did! Let me know what you think!
Friday, January 5, 2001 12:52 p.m.
