Note to me: Archive this god-damn page tomorrow, okay? It's getting entirely too long now!
Tuesday, December 5, 2000 06:54 p.m.

They still won't give me my Who Name, Beth! I want a Who Name! Whinge whinge whinge..!!!
Tuesday, December 5, 2000 06:53 p.m.

Oh, I have a job! Yay me! It is only just over two weeks, but it will stop me from being too poor to drink myself stupid with alcohol over the festive season! And make me able to pay the damn-rent-on-the-house-in-Bham-which-I-still-have-to-pay-for.. Grrr...
My job is audio typing all day! ALL DAY! With a headset on my head listening to mindless drivel and typing in onto a computer screen and not using my brain at all! ALL DAY!! What a perfect job! And they are paying me £7 an hour for the privilege!
Actually, I'm sure I will be even more braindead than I am already by the end of my just over two weeks there, but I am money driven, I think, and care nothing for brain exercise!
I start my job tomorrow. The thought of having to wake up at 7 am is already scaring me.
Keep your fingers crossed for me that I don't screw this job up, won't you?!
Tuesday, December 5, 2000 06:46 p.m.

Now, I am going to go out and find a job! Oh yes! Really! Wish me luck!
Monday, December 4, 2000 11:52 a.m.

I can see a rainbow, see a rainbow, see a rainbow la la laaa..! I love rainbows! And I'm seriously considering finding the end of this one and stealing the pots of gold and the leprechauns! I have always wanted a pot of gold and a leprechaun! Hmm..
Actually, on closer examination, the end of the rainbow seems to be in my old school field, and I don't think any amount of gold or leprechauns could make up for the fact that, if I go over there, the games teachers might try and make me do hockey, or some equally distressing sport, again. So, I will be pot-of-gold-and-leprechaun-less for a while longer. Ah well.
Monday, December 4, 2000 11:49 a.m.

For the first time in my whole nearly twenty-one years on this planet, I do not have an advent calender. I thought that I wouldn't miss it, but unfortunately, when I wake up at the moment, I seem to crave opening little doors and seeing a pretty little Christmassy picture and eating cheap nasty chocolate. But I don't have an advent calender! Aaargh!
Please send me one! Thank you.
Monday, December 4, 2000 11:46 a.m.

(P.S. Secret & Annoying-For-Anyone-Who-Isn't-Beth Message to Beth!! I am still waiting for it to arrive. And trying not to panic too much. And I hope to God you know what I'm talking about! :o) )
Sunday, December 3, 2000 12:09 p.m.

Yay! Hannah has put her site up again! And yay! Beth has a new weblog & journal! Yay! Now I can stalk you both again!
Sunday, December 3, 2000 12:03 p.m.

I am still poorly and appear to have some workmen sandpapering the inside of my throat. It is really not fun. Please send throat sweets! Or some lovely strong spray that will numb the inside of my throat! Thank you!
Sunday, December 3, 2000 12:00 p.m.

Oh, my head is buzzing & buzzing..! I can't stop thinking. I didn't even sleep one hour last night, I was too busy thinking and thinking about every single thing which has ever irritated me in my life. Good Lord! I am so silly!
Friday, December 1, 2000 09:46 a.m.

I hope you're feeling better today Beth!
Wednesday, November 29, 2000 01:28 p.m.

Everything is making me furious today. I am grumpy and stompy and generally not a Happy Bunny.
These are some of the reasons I'm not happy:
1.) I have tonsillitis again. This is making me very angry because I hate being ill & I know it's only just started now & I'll feel even crapper tomorrow. And I'm gonna lose my voice, I know it, which is quite distressing for me, but probably quite a relief for the people around me.
2.) My Mum is in a foul mood, and every time she sees me, she sighs like it's the end of the world & I'm such a disappointment to her, or something.
3.) I haven't been able to access my site at envy.nu all morning. I am not happy. I might have to move it again, which means lots more uploading & things.
4.) I was meant to go to employment agencies today, but because I'm ill, I can't go, and will have to be poor for even longer. Aaargh.
5.) Oh, just, you know, everything.
Wednesday, November 29, 2000 01:19 p.m.

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Nutri Grain Elevenses.. mmm.. (yes, I am addicted)

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The Journals of Sylvia Plath

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