By the way, I'm up this late 'cos I've been working on a new journal layout. Go have a look. Tell me if I've forgotten to upload anything, won't you?!
Now I'm going to sleep! It's far too late for an old woman like me!
Saturday, March 3, 2001 11:39 p.m.
I have an odd, odd Winamp playlist at the moment:
Nelly Furtado - I'm Like a Bird
Barry White - My First, My Last...
A-ha - Take on Me
Destiny's Child - Independent Woman
Hearsay - Pure & Simple (yes, the Popstars band.. I have no excuse. I'm sorry..!)
U2 - Kite
Eminem - Stan
I hope you all have weird playlists like mine!!
Saturday, March 3, 2001 11:37 p.m.
Further proof that I am going mad (part 3,399)
Today I was talking to my Mum for about five minutes about going to 'Sesame Street'.
It turned out, my Mum realised, that I was actually meant to be saying 'Sainsburys' (as in, the supermarket..!)
Oh dear god..
Saturday, March 3, 2001 11:27 p.m.
I have finally finished writing my about me page. Wow..
Saturday, March 3, 2001 06:26 p.m.
Happiness is... going out and spending £100 of your money on clothes and knowing you can afford it as you NO LONGER HAVE TO PAY RENT ON THAT DAMN HOUSE IN BIRMINGHAM! Yay!
Unhappiness is.. realising that, somewhere along the way, in the process of stopping paying the rent and standing up for myself against the people in B'ham who hurt me, I appear to have lost one of my bestest friends.. Hmm..
Saturday, March 3, 2001 06:02 p.m.
It is one whole year since I split up with Ryan! One whole year since he phoned me up, after disappearing for about three weeks, and told me that as his brother (yes, his brother) had informed me, it was actually over.
There was a time when I never thought I'd be able to survive without Ryan. Now it would seen that I've managed to survive a whole year. Ha ha haaa..! I don't need you, arsehole! I DON'T NEED YOU!!
P.S. Here is the journal entry where it ended for good! A whole year ago! Wow..!
P.P.S. I'm sure the novelty of linking journal entries from a year ago will wear off soon, fret ye not!!!
Thursday, March 1, 2001 07:29 p.m.
A new journal entry! Finally! And a new poem aussi!
I realised today that my online journal is ONE WHOLE YEAR OLD! Yay! Please sent it cake! Also, to celebrate (because I'm sure you all really really want to celebrate my journal's birthday, do you not?!!) then bore yourself stupid by reading my first ever online journal entry Wow...!!
Wednesday, February 28, 2001 08:18 p.m.
I have to say that this girl is definitely the nicest in the whole entire world! If you know who she is and why she has spent £30 of her money on a webcam today and also why she has that almost permanent expression of, well, I would call it 'blankness' on her face, then please let me know!
Tuesday, February 27, 2001 08:16 p.m.
Being sent some new journals and weblogs to read would make me feel better though!
Sunday, February 25, 2001 08:10 p.m.
Today I just feel disgusting. Really unclean and horrid and nasty and loads of other awful words. I don't know why. I don't know what the hell is happening to me at the moment, I seem to be going through loads of bizarre moods.
There's no wonder I think James doesn't want anything to do with me, is there?
(Yes, I know, I know. This is just self-pitying waffle. I do apologise. I just needed to vent. Self-pity over. I promise. Well, I'll sit & feel sorry for myself here, but I won't inflict it on you, okay?!!)
Sunday, February 25, 2001 08:07 p.m.
Oh yes, and there are some little changes here. A couple of new poems, a new journal layout, and a chance to read about my hideous teenage years. Fun fun. (Erm, yes, quite..!)
Saturday, February 24, 2001 12:17 p.m.
I've decided to give it until Monday night. If he doesn't get in touch before then then I will cry. Or else just feel a bit foolish for putting my faith in somebody and being let down yet again. (You'd think I'd have learnt not to do that by now, wouldn't you?!)
I will keep you informed on my James-spotting progress. And I'll try not to spend too much time by the telephone like some obsessed little girl!
Saturday, February 24, 2001 12:12 p.m.
You people are great. Thank you all for your nice words on how I shouldn't be paranoid! And only one of you said you'd slap me! That's quite reassuring!(but thank you anyway, Jorrit!! :o) )
(Sorry Hannah for copying your idea of linking people like that, by the way..!)
Saturday, February 24, 2001 12:09 p.m.
I've finally found out how to turn the scrollbar a different colour! Oh, my life has meaning again!
Saturday, February 24, 2001 12:08 p.m.
